Losing it (Seth)

[Hanna Madison Carter]

Hanna Madison Carter shoved her hands in her pockets as she walked barefooted around the stage. soon enough she was going to be playing on this very stage her very own songs. she turned to see was staring directly at the 'crowd' and took a deep breath. she closed her eyes and just sunk it all in. she then turned back around and went backstage and got her mic. she then pulled up a stool and then started to play softly. she tuned it a bit before then taking a deep breath. even though no one was around she was still kinda nervous. she shrugged and played a view chords to her most emotional and personal song loosing it. she sighed and closed her eyes. she took a deep breath and then opened her mouth and sang her song.


All we ever did was move around
I was always the new kid
never the cool kid

All I ever wanted to do
was to fall in love
just to be in love

but my heart was racing
my mind was screaming
you've got your whole life
to do these things

but my legs were shaking
my hands were searching for
her in the backseat of my car
I just lost it.

And I can't believe it.

I knew I was only sixteen
but I thought I loved her.
and it'd last forever.

But only if I knew
that she wasn't true
how could she do this to me

but my heart was racing
my mind was screaming
you've got your whole life
to do these things

but my legs were shaking
my hands were searching for
her in the backseat of my car
I just lost it.

And I can't believe it.


She sighed. She opened up her eyes and wiped away a few tears that were starting to form. Ever time she sang that song she pictured the time where she went out with that asshole that cheated on her. She bit his lower lip, she coudlnt believe that she actullay had sex with him, and he was fucking 10 other girls. She shook the thoughts out of her heads and looked out at the empty stadium and sighed.

[Seth Williams]

Seth ran a hand through his hair as he walked into the building, expecting it to be empty. He didn't really have much of a reason for going there, just to check out where they'd be playing next. As he walked inside her heard someone singing a song, which was odd, he hoped he wasn't intruding on someone's practice. When he looked onto the stage he saw Hanna, his band's bass player. He hadn't know that she sang, but her voice wasn't bad, the emotion behind her singing made it all the better. If you didn't put emotion of some kind, anger, happiness, sadness, behind your music it wasn't as good.


He took a seat towards the back, watching her sing her song. Once it was done he noticed a few tears shining on her face, making him frowned a little. Obviously the song had deep meaning to her, making Seth feel awkward for listening to it. He felt like he intruded on a very personal moment and wasn't sure if he should make his appearance be known. Chances were that if he got up to leave, she'd notice him anyway, so he decided to go talk to her. Maybe he could cheer her up, he didn't like seeing girls cry.

Seth stood up, walking towards the stage. "That was good Hanna," he complimented, stopping in front of the stage and looking up at the girl, offering her a small smile. "You alright?" he asked, wanting to know if she felt like talking about it, he'd be there for her, she was his friend and band mate.

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[Hanna Madison Carter]

Hanna Madison Carter then got up and started walking backstage when she saw Seth Williams. Hanna then heard Seth say to her That was good Hanna, You alright as Hanna walked over to Seth. Hanna then said to Seth "you reaalt think that it was good" as Hanna waited for Seth's answer. Hanna then told Seth "That song was about my ex-boyfriend who was not only fucking me, but 10 other girls as well" as Hanna waited for Seth's answer.

Hanna then gave Seth a hug before asking Seth "So what about you, are you ready for the show yet" as Hanna waited for Seth's answer.Hanna then walked backstage with Seth as they both headed to Damaged Scene's dressing room. Hanna then found her bass and was randomly playing as she was checking the sound on her bass. Hanna then looked over towards Seth and asked him "So after tonight you wanna go have some dinner with me, Seth" as Hanna waited for Seth to give her an answer.

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[Seth Williams]

When she asked if he really thought it was good, he nodded, giving her a smile. Then she explained about the song, and his smile faded a little. Her ex sounded like a big ass hole, Seth fucked around but he didn't lie, he was up front about it. "I'm sorry," he said, wrapping his arms around her when she hugged him.

Following her into the back, he sat down in their dressing room, watching her mess around with her bass. "I'm good for the show, pretty excited," he said, Seth loved live performances, they were what he lived for. He drummed his fingers on the arm of his chair, watching her. At her question he nodded, smiling over at her. "Yeah, sure, where we going to?" he asked, not thinking to hard on it. Dinner with band mates wasn't unusual.

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